Good God It's been a while

Well. I've come to a simple yet so complicated conclusion to a question I've been asking myself lately. Why did I join this weird things? Easy. Try to get recognized. Find someone who cares about what I say, even if it's completely and totally ridiculous. Did I find anybody yet? Um, apparently not since I don't even have a follower. But I came to another conclusion. I really don't care(: Maybe this is pointless, and maybe I am wasting my time/life. But I am okay with that. And I'm still going to tell my story. Cause one day this thing has to go to use, I mean really. But to the point. I am going crazy! I need some orange juice right now! It's been sooooooo long since I've had some. I wish I could just go drive and get some but nooooo. Uh. Being a teenager sucks.